My journey with Amy, taught me a few things.
In the general scheme of things, I reckon I am just an ordinary kind of bloke, a get the job done, kind of person, who is mostly reliable and authentic.
There have been times however when I have felt fairly obscure and of no great value to anyone or anything. I think I wouldn't be alone in this, even if most would not want to admit it. But to be unrecognised, unknown and even inconspicuous, may for some, just be too much to bare, especially for those who desire fame or status, who might be on that journey.
I will also confess there have also been times when I have felt like I have something to offer and have some level of significance or value to the organisation I minister within.